Why Does Life Feel Off Track? Energy Imbalances, Spiritual Blocks, Inner Clutter, Numerology Clues

 Why Does Life Feel Off Track? Energy Imbalances, Spiritual Blocks, Inner Clutter, Numerology Clues

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Your mind is everything. You know your energy follows thought. Thoughts become things. Your brain, your mind can literally direct energy where it needs to go. So we we all build energy cords with people we interact with and people we don't interact with. So people whom I'm a person whom I'm thinking of, I will build an energy cord with them. And we really want that. Like it's like a imagine going to a doctor and say prove it to me that this medicine will work. What kind of sadena should I see? Like when you said sadena or uh Dvi sadhana like what what did you mean like in another realm? They're all energies that we can't see. Are are the deities? Are they the gods, angels, ancestors? A lot of the insights that I have about each card are my own is something that I've channeled myself and some of it even my elder son when we when when he was learning from me, he channeled a whole whole bunch himself. One question here. Yeah. How how is that they have access to our life? How is that they can help us through our journey? There's some amount of peace. There's something that's amazing that shifted for me because of that.  Today on just curious, if you have seen numbers, this is for you. If you have heard of tarot cards, this is for you. If you are worried about your future, this is for you. If you want to know manifestation, if you want to understand affirmations, this is for you. Because in the studio here, I have the pleasure to host one and only Sheila Baj M. Baj. Yeah. Uh India knows Bajage through scooters. But South India I'm sure knows you as a very famous numerologist, akashic uh uh record reader, tarot card reader, hypnotherapist and a curious soul and a wonderful human to hang out with with so much that you represent. Firstly, welcome Sheila. Welcome to Just Curious English. How are we? Thank you. Thank you. So awesome. Such a joy to be back. And uh like I was telling you before we started, the impact that you make with your podcasts are just phenomenal. They're like waves, ripples. The rippling effect and the kind of people who uh listen intently on your podcast. The the you know the respect, the you know the the positioning is very different like you have very very serious, very dedicated um you know viewers who who actually take your stuff very seriously. So kudos to you and just curious. You're doing a great job. Thank you so much. It means a lot and I honestly I don't know how to respond to this because the only way this can make sense is I'm just a instrument like I said through me things are happening but at times it also the right you know material always will find the right audience they say. So the intent was to get the best of the best for authentic through which people like you all have come on the show. I think what happens here right the cocktail eventually gets the right audience and then I should definitely thank my audience. So um Sheila here I am today to explore a lot of things to start with uh affirmations and manifestation you know diving straight into um these kind of topics. All of this falls under the the foundation of u mind. So like the famous saying goes the biggest enemy is your uncontrolled mind. They say um you know honestly these kind of quotes kind of gets you uh into a deeper banter within yourself to understand you know such simple words but still it is so deep. So bringing back the question firstly yeah what's the power of the mind and how is the mind and affirmations connected? Your mind is everything you know your energy follows thought. Thoughts become things. your brain, your mind can literally direct energy where it needs to go. So even as a healer or even as a person who's manifesting or a you know a person doing tarot card reading, numerology, whatever kind of energy work you're doing, what is what is your thought behind this? What are you trying to achieve and why and what is the the the thought behind what is in your subconscious mind? You could be running one program in your conscious mind, but you could be running a different program in your subconscious mind. And and that's something that uh people are not still aware of because people are still popping over-the-counter uh manifestation techniques. They've not got delved into the deep stuff. Can you take a pause here and firstly help us understand what do you mean when you say programmed mind and what is subconscious mind? Love it. I love your questions. So um so when you when you believe something on the conscious level like for example you believe that you're going to be successful you're going to attract the right relationship or you're not going to or whatever whatever your thought or whatever you're trying to manifest believe in but what is it that you're actually uh you what what is it that you feel about that subconsciously? A lot of times we don't know what we think about it subconsciously. So we might want to create a lot of money and success. We might want to uh be in a great relationship but then we feel that money might spoil relationships or I can't I'm not capable of earning too much money or you know I don't I'm I'm not smart enough to earn money or you know I'm not you might just have like a point of view that only beautiful people or only pretty people or handsome people get money. I'm just giving you an arbid you know bizarre uh point of view which makes no sense but you might think that only people who come from uh this background can earn money. So basically you have prejudice about certain belief you have a thought you have a belief deep down but with that being the seed now you're wanting to do something else. So the the seed which is the proper one with right belief nurtured is what has to get into subconscious mind. See the the the thought, feeling, emotion, belief, whatever it is that you're looking to manifest, what you think of consciously has to be aligned to what is there subconsciously deep down deep down in your subconscious mind. So we have the conscious mind and we have the subconscious mind. And in between both of this, we have something called like it's like a wall. It's called a critical factor. Which is why whenever someone pays you a compliment and if you feel that you don't really believe it, you know, like someone says you're really talented and you actually don't believe it, like subconsciously you don't or consciously you don't, you're not going to take that suggestion like you're just going to play batminton with that. You're just going to be like, you know, vapus. It's not you're not going to absorb it. You're not going to receive it because innately you believe that, you know, I'm not good enough. And a lot of people have different types of I am not good enough. Example, it could be I'm not, you know, worthy enough. I'm not good enough so I don't deserve this. I'm not good enough so that's why I don't I don't deserve love. I don't deserve money. I don't deserve whatever. Because there could have been some trauma in your childhood that you know someone called you out to be dumb, someone called you out to be stupid, someone said you were unlucky and it it stays in your in your subconscious. So you got to see what is what's what's what's behind the conscious mind. The subconscious mind may what is the program running you. It's not the website which which you see on in the front. It is the back end that matters. When there's a glitch here we have to go and fix it at the back. So when people do manifestations, when they do a lot of affirmations, you're basically doing this repetitively so that at some point this also enters a little bit in the in the back end and then you know something gets sorted out there but really sometimes people come and tell me manifestation does not work Sheila and they have like evidence that it doesn't work like I have tried manifesting this this this and I'm like yeah you're right you know like you're absolutely right because subconsciously you actually believe that it can't happen. So it's this the book the secret all over again you know like even even if you have a mild thought at the back end that this is not going to work it won't work right. So the fundamentals is that's why you have to believe that is you can't fool yourself and you can't fool the universe and fool your own mind. Yeah. You can't put you know you can't put perfume on and expect that it's going to be fine. If they're spotty and if you put perfume on it, it is going to have some new horrible stench, it's not going to give you that perfume smell and you can't mask if something is stinking there. So if you have a negative belief that I am no good, I am not good enough, I am unlucky or I am this, I'm that, you can't really manifest something positive because consciously you may desperately need that. Uh but innately you don't believe that you deserve it. Thank you for uh helping us understand what is a programmed mind and what is a subconscious mind. Now with this understanding how should I handle myself so that you know subconsciously I am in the right path so that you know metaphorically once let's say subconscious mind is my mi like my soil so there I can now put anything so that you know everything can grow. Yes. So a lot of techniques people follow one is meditation very subtly uh meditation see meditation has its own benefits you're doing something spiritual you're you're going deep into uh you know a state of like your brain waves are changing basically when you're meditating you're there are lots of benefits of meditation depending on the kind of meditation you do I teach people something called guided meditation okay what is that so guided meditation is where I'll keep guiding you step by step talking through the meditation telling you do this do that now you'll walk here now you're going to do this now you ask for this now you give this so I'll keep talking through the meditations for the cluttered mind of today probably the beginners yes beginners even advanc today our minds are not able to just become blank so I have to make you I have to train your mind to listen to what I'm asking you to listen to what I'm commanding you to listen to so I'll take you on a journey in that meditation and in the course of that meditation ation. You've done all of these ABCD activities. You have gained a lot of spiritual divine energy and you know um you have gained a lot of um spiritual energy. Okay, let's say it's like food for your soul. In that process sometimes you'll go into no thought. You'll be like I was listening but I don't know I got lost. That's no thought. That's the ultimate goal of meditation. So you've anyway achieved that. Now meditation is also in a way kind of similar to hypnotherapy right because if you see you're actually taking a person you know into that deep state of being. So in meditation when you tell a person that you know I am blessed I am this I am you know I am loved I'm willing to receive love I'm willing to this I'm willing to that. So many affirmations we do in the state of meditation. So that gets coded into your subconscious mind which is why programming. Yes. Which is why people also who do meditation are actually different. They do have a lot of like it it kind of shows up on them because slowly like very very slowly organically this is implanting very very good uh beliefs and thoughts in your subconscious mind and it's also in your energy body. It's not just mind but meditation also helps your your chakras and your spiritual energy and your aura your chakras everything like all of your energy faculties. So it's important to meditate if you know if you really want to look at affirmations and manifestation the beginning I would say is to meditate because then one thing that you're doing is you're clearing a lot of your you know kitkit energy. See, you have you have a lot of negative thoughts, feelings, emotions along with the positive ones, right? You none of us are going to be completely, oh, you know, I'm positive all the time. Not neither, not even me. I will have some negativity or some negative belief about something, some self fear, doubt, some fear, some doubt. So, you're you're literally putting one small little, you know, yuck thing in the middle of your biryani. No, it's like taking one small piece of duty and putting it on your plate of biryani. Like, it's it's going to ruin everything. So it's very important to meditate so that your thoughts, feelings, emotions doesn't get mixed up, doesn't get convoluted with your manifestation and what you're creating. Well said. So now with the fundamentals uh rather understanding of what meditation does, it helps you take out your kitkage energy. Now with this I mean uh for for starters like 5 minutes 10 minutes consistency is very important right? So what's the starting point? How many minutes should one meditate? So I have I have free meditations that I put on my YouTube channel and uh people go there and they do depending on what they want. It's a buffet. So you can do cutting cords meditation, you can do chakra meditation, you can do angel meditation, you can do emotional release meditation, uh inner child meditation. You can basically choose according to what you need. There's a playlist called meditation. Early I used to teach it in a class. Then I realized the world really needs this and not everyone's going to opt for a class. This is the first time I'm listening to cutting cords. Yeah. Meditation. I mean since the playlist is huge. Uh if you can just help me understand what is cutting cords meditation. So we we all build energy chords with people we interact with and people we don't interact with. So people whom I'm a person whom I'm thinking of, I will build an energy cord with them. There are healthy chords and then there are not so healthy chords and then there are toxic chords and then there are vampire chords. a different kind of cords, okay? Like how there are different kind of relationships. So there are different types of cords. Some cords are not harmful, but they're still cords. They're still draining your energy. So it's very important to cut cords with people after you have an interaction with them. Let's say you have a breakup. You really want to cut that cord because there's going to be different types of cords, emotional cords, mental cords, sexual cords, physical, physical cords. They're going to be uh you know um even uh financial cords. You know, you got to like cut all kinds of cords with that person because cords will essentially drain your energy out. You just feel drained for no reason. So when someone thinks of you, they build a chord with you. When you think of them, even if you don't know, even if I'm not in the room, even if you're not in the room, when someone thinks of someone, you know, like sometimes when someone's thinking of you, you'll just pick up the phone, talk to them, or you'll message them and be like, "Oh my god, I was just thinking of you." Basically, they've psychically they built empathy. Yes, they've built a chord with you and that's why you kind of get that you perceive it. If you're sensitive, you'll perceive it and then you you don't realize why you're messaging them but you suddenly think of them but it was because they were thinking of you. And also another classic example, you enter a room, suddenly you look at somebody, they're staring at you. Yeah, that is also some kind of energy. Yeah, that's a perception of energy, right? Like if you can have your eyes closed and someone could just pass you by and you know that they're they've passed you by. It's because they are in your aura. They're in your energy field and then your energy and their energy at one point merges. That's why when you sometimes meet some people and they're little creepy type, you can sense it even if they don't touch you, even if they've not like it's not like they've given you a hug or anything, but they're in your aura and you just feel it. And most oftenly women have that because it's a natural gift given to us. Let's say that's why they say energies don't lie. Energies never lie. So now people can lie but energies never lie. So cutting cords now is a this is a theory of why you need to cut cords. I mean with who? Now once you've given this example now like we are having a conversation now which means after our interaction there is a cord between me and you. Absolutely. And uh for example that that needs to be cut. So like like so technically what is the starting point for me like how do I do this meditation? Just go on my YouTube, put on the meditation, put headphones if if you don't want to be disturbed, and just do the meditation. Follow the guidelines. Whatever it says, it's just going to ask you close your eyes, focus on your breathing. It'll just start like that. You just close your eyes, just follow the instructions, and at the end of the meditation, you'll feel great. And if you want to take cutting cords to the next level, like level two, then you can also spray yourself. I I mean, I I I do give you those sprays. You can spray a cutting cord spray. Uh, in fact, I think I've given it to you this time. Last cut. Oh, you last time you had given me uh this time also I've given you of the energy. Yeah. And attracting wealth spray is what you given. Yeah. So this time I've given you cutting cord. So you can actually spray it if you're not having the time to meditate. You can just spray the cutting cord spray and you're good to go. It's it's cut your cords. Wow. So because there are certain oils and herbs that actually help you cut cords. There are techniques you can do to cut cords. Like healers learn techniques on how to cut cords. Like we have healers in our in my organization Sheila.com who are who do cutting cords like if you've gone through something and you're like just feeling very sick. Sometimes people fall sick. People have a bad you know suddenly they they're like oh my god I went to this event and I feel like really really you know sick low something some dishi whatever first thing we tell them have a salt bath cut your cords. So they do if they don't want to do meditation, someone's little feeling a little lazy, then you can get a cutting cord session done, healing done or you could just spray the spray and you're still good. Amazing. What basically uh got my interest here is I meditate and I had my own troubles with it like initially 5 10 minutes I used to feel extremely distracted but of late I don't know what got into me but I have managed to at least meditate for 25 minutes. So you don't meditate with any sound is it? I basically sit in my garden. I I no guided meditation. I just sit. What I do is I bring my focus between the between the eyes. Initially it was hurting and now next thing I know I see some shades of colors. Initially it's red or eventually it's light or green, purple and then I just sit. Initially I used to get a lot of thoughts. Now I don't get any. Even if some thoughts come in, I just watch it like a you know passing cloud and then I just see follow where the pattern is. See ideally that's how one should meditate but not everyone has um you know is able to to go from that and then they usually give up somewhere along the way. So it's like you know that goes for anything that's difficult and good for you right be exercise be anything anything that's tough people just like it's too difficult I'm not doing it. So that's why you got to do what works first and what's easy like just do something that's like little this is bit little bit like spoon feeding but it's very effective because through the meditation I'm making you do you know a toz I'm making you do a bunch of things that's going to give you a spiritual benefit for example in one of the meditation I'll ask you that uh you know whatever you want to manifest you visualize it in the state of meditation then you're giving it to your guardian angel now you're you have visualized your guardian angel you've invoked them and sometimes Sometimes uh I'll ask you to say I'll ask you to ask your angel for a message or ask your angel a question and and and wait for the answer. A lot of times people have come back like they they would start crying when they would reach that point and they would come back and tell me you know this is what I was told and it would be something so deep that if they listen to was kind of life-changing for them just that one divine message because it's really coming from your guides right it's coming from your own angels your own guardian angels you invoke them they will come ask and you shall receive knock and the door shall open I mean you ask your angels for something they they can't do something without you asking. So when you invoke uh you know your spiritual gang literally they just they come to help you and you'll get a message from them. Sometimes you'll get a cue of what you need to do. You're stuck with a problem. You just say I'm having this problem. What do I do? You'll get the answer in meditation. Try it out. Ask laughing. I'm so shocked to hear this right now because uh the book that I'm reading right now is called ask and it's given. Okay. It is a book which is about understanding the angel that is protecting you or probably to connect with your own divine self inside and give it a name just the beginning. So when you spoke about these things you know it was such a coincidence that you know what are the odds I'm reading that book and suddenly we stumbled upon this which I'm going to dig deep but now coming back to the meditation you you mentioned about one thing uh you know either you use the spray cut the cord or through meditation you can do it. So what happens when when somebody is meditating and how is that the energies don't affect them as in like you you like if I'm a meditator at times then I don't need to use those separate things to cut the cords right yeah it's a very I told you know like your your thought and your mind can can direct energy so when in the meditation when there is a whole bunch of steps that you're doing like I said in that you will be getting assistance with cutting cords got it that is like the free method I mean frankly putting it that's the susta free method of doing it like the sustafree method okay do this do it the hard way but people don't want to do that people don't want to meditate so I tell people sometimes people don't want to take the trouble of meditating like they want they feel exhausted and I tell them okay you need healing they don't they like oh healing is damn expensive okay then meditate people don't want to meditate don't want to put the the work then then you need to get healing because healing is like food for your soul somebody's doing it for you then someone's doing it for you someone's channeling that energy And it's like pouring your pouring it into your cup. When you meditate, you get it directly yourself. So you don't need a healer who's coming and doing all of that. But for the people who don't want to put in the effort, that's why healing exists. So someone else is channeling this energy. Someone else is doing the gadam duri, removing all the bad energy from you, chucking it away, sometimes getting contaminated themselves and giving you the most amazing energy. And in one session you feel like little bit clean, you know, like energetically clean. Yeah. And sometimes people uh tell me that you know I I I don't want to go through like a one-to-one session. They go through a group healing session but in that we don't remove so much of your your bad energy. We tell them please have a salt bath and then then participate in healing. So when you have a salt bath and then you meditate or when you have a salt bath and then you get healing, you're basically cleaned all the bad energies off you, all the maleific energies and all the benevolent energies off you and you're just ready to like a sponge. You've squeezed out the sponge and now you're ready to absorb all the good stuff. Wow. Yeah. So that's the benefit of doing a salt bath. is as mindless as it sounds, it's one of the most even if if people don't want to do anything. Even if they just do salt bath, they're good. Amazing. Thank you. Now starting the uh conversation about manifestation and affirmation because everything both of it goes hand in hand. Firstly help us understand what are affirmations because of late in Canada you know there used to be a belief believe that you can think good feel you know it's called like don't don't I don't know how to say it in English it's like huh think of you know so think think positive think good And  they used to give like whatever you think there is somebody who will make make sure that that will come true. So with all of this in tids and bits wherein people have seen over decades and then you know over the past 30 40 years today it is all in the name of a permissions and manifestation coming. So please help us understand. It's just a new It's just a new trending word for something that was already there. It's just packaged differently. It's like that was boring packaging. Now they've taken it and they branded it nicely and call it manifestation. And then there are different packaging for manifestation, right? You have you'll have some great manifestation coach teaching you something else. Someone else does something else. But essentially what is it? It is you aligning yourself with what you want. And you have to vibrationally ready for that. Exactly. If you are like how do I vibrationally be ready? Are you talking about thought, feeling, and belief? Everything. So, for example, let's say you're going through like a rock bottom phase of your life. Manifestation is is is tricky at the same time very very simple. Uh it requires you to be in that in in a in a good vibrational level or state. For example, uh if I'm going through some kind of a grieving moment or I've gone through some kind of a loss, I'm at rock bottom. everything that I'm surrounded by like my entire energy is fully negative or having lot of sadness yo whatever let's just call it negative in that phase let's say you're trying okay okay let's put an example you're trying to cook some you know k what you're putting inside is little little vinegar what will happen to the k it'll get destroyed it'll curdle so that's what that's how manifestation doesn't work if you're vibrationally at a low level you're you're at at rock bottom level but you what you want to attract is right there. It's like so you have to reach that level first vibrationally and you have to feel happy then if you want to attain happiness you have to first start feeling yeah and that doesn't come with fooling yourself and making yourself feel happy it's really working on yourself on your awareness and you know repairing all of that like it takes work people who think that manifestation is just about oh you know you just think of this you think it it'll happen it's not like that you've you've really got to take yourself from that path atal level you got to bring yourself to ground zero and then take yourself to the frequency that your manifestation is at. That's why when people when I tell them okay what do you want to manifest and they say oh I want to manifest this is this I said vibrationally or not you're not you're not there yet so it's it's unrealistic like sometimes people say you got to manifest and not think about the how that's correct but you also got to think vibrationally am I there at that level to tug it into my life so how do I know if I'm vibrationally there or not for examples examples you've given you want to be happy first you need to feel happy you can't be sad from a rock bottom level. You can't expect somebody to carry you to like people who are looking for a relationship, okay? Who want to get married, they're looking for this, this this this this, but then they are like needy, needy to a level. Now, the energy of need is a very pushy salesman. Desperate, very desperate, pushy person who's like, "Luna, Luna, please Luna." You just, you just, you're like, "Oh my god." Like even if you want to, you are like scared because why is he or she being so like no no no I don't want I don't want I don't want it's happened to me like sometimes I really wanted that but because that person was so pushy I was like never mind. So the energy of need and desperation pushes a person away. Ah, so how do you when you're at that rock bottom? The the question here that I'm putting is how does a person who's at that rock bottom, who's at that needy level go to a level where they're really at peace with themselves, really okay with being fine, with being it's almost like you got to really be at a level where you're whole and complete by yourself. That's when you'll attract the right partner in your life. So like neutral. Yeah. Neutral. No, you got to be whole and complete and happy with yourself. Most times people who are want looking to manifest are like sitting with a bikar. They're sitting with a beggar's bowl who are like like that but they want to manifest. They want love in their life. Like it's like two people who are looking for love in their life sitting with one ctor one beggar's bowl are begging from each other give him some love. It doesn't have happen. When you are able to fill your cup, when you are able to be whole and complete by yourself vibrationally in that wow state where where you're the what? Living some new term is living main character energy. When you're in that main character energy of your own life, it's a term I came across earlier. When you're at that wow level of energy yourself, when you're celebrating yourself, that's when you'll attract someone who's compatible to you. So you have to start celebrating yourself. So, so, so that basically you can bring yourself to a good vibration or a frequency. So, now with this understanding and how does one get there? How does one know? Yeah, that's that's what tarot card readers are for. That's what any kind of spiritual guide is for. Get a reading. Get an understanding of where are you at? I mean, a reading is like literally switching on a light in a dark room. A tarot card reading, as simple as it is, will give you all of the directions and tell you, okay, right now the position you're in and the choices you're making is not going to give you this. It's not going to give we are very realistic when we like people come sometimes with a set idea of what they want to hear in a reading then chila.com is not the place for that then um I mean we are here to really tell people the the real picture you know at the same time we'll tell them all of the possibilities around for example this is the choice you're making it's not leading to where you're really looking to maybe you need to make this choice maybe there's this that's good for you you know I think you need to relocate or there's a new job that's lined up for you I don't know why you're like suffering in this job. Someone is suffering and they're suffering and they're suffering, but it's actually time for change, you know. So, we tell them that that's what's actually lined up for you. There is this big thing that's waiting for you. You got to just jump to that. So, a lot of times a reading will actually give a person so much perspective. Like recently there was a person who lost their job came for a reading and is like devastated. I was like, you're not even meant for a job. You're meant to do business. And that person has already started their journey and like so happy and saying oh my god like I don't know why I didn't do this earlier but there were signs the universe will show you signs of consistent kitkitch failure in the path that you're walking on it's a sign to get you off that lane like hello go to that express lane that's for you the signs you need exactly so here since we branched into tarot um is one of the way for you to vibrate better like so that So get answers to get answers so that you will start doing it through which you will raise your vibration level. Like our tarot card readings are not like oh only like you know some sometimes people what they do is they'll give you like some predictions in a tarot or they'll give you they'll use a little bit of astrology and they say tarot is a tool of guidance. It is to guide you onto the best road map for you to give you a road map on how to achieve what you want to achieve. And if you're not making those choices, they tell you what all you need to do, what all you need to integrate or what are the energies in your life that are not allowing you to, you know, do this. For example, like, you know, there is this influence of somebody, you know, putting some psychic attack on you and this is causing this problem or there is this energetically that you're stuck with and that person will be like, "Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's that's pretty much true." you know, someone else's energy is is weighing them down or there's this belief system or there's too much stress in your life right now. We can we can actually see it's like visible. It's right there and we can't you can't ignore it. The cards never lie. Could you help me understand uh who needs tarot? Like for because today crystals are all over the you know net like even I I wear a lot of crystals. Manifestation is in trend, affirmations are in trend. Yeah. Um now tarot was a very big thing before now uh are people using a lot of tarot like how do I know it's like see when when I started tarot first half an hour of every conversation was what is tarot card reading we had to tell people we had to educate people 25 years back uh yeah what is tarot card reading now people every gully has one tarot card reader but apps are there yeah apps are there but really what what what is it that you're getting in reading. I mean it's you you will get one coffee for 10 bucks also and you'll get a coffee for like 300 bucks also right but really what's the difference in a reader who's you know who's got a spiritual background who does sadena who's you know using maybe some other technique who's going deep spiritually to see some insight for example uh now tarot card reading is also combined with akashic reading and there's also akashic tarot just combining akashic reading and tarot those readings are way more profound found you can you tell a person oh you know what this is a part of your life lesson this is something this is something okay I'll tell you I'll give you an example yeah what firstly tarot and akashic reading for what is akashik then you have to help us understand okay so uh tarot is basically a set of 78 cards traditionally the one that I use has 79 cards it's a different deck and it gives you guidance so make we basically a person comes for a tarot card reading when they're confused when they're lost when they are just when when there's no they don't they don't know what to do basically you're just confused. Let's say you have two job offers or life is just in a going through a a rut right now or just you know something's not working for you. So then you're in a bad marriage or you're in a bad situation, a bad job, you're on crossroads. Whatever be the thing, don't come from curiosity. That's the only thing we tell people. Don't come for time pass. You're going to get a buckwas reading if you come for time pass. Why does that happen? Because I've heard this from many astrologers also like don't try to validate, don't try to test, you know, is this real. Oh, that's like you your whole reading will just be waste of your money. No point. Like I I've seen it in clients. They've come, they'll come sit there and I've opened the cards and I know they're testing me. Yeah. Then I'll just look at them and I'll be like, uh, are you skeptic? Cuz I can't call it out on in front of them and like are you skeptics? Like, yeah, I don't believe in all this. Then I would very very respectfully close the cards and say, I would like to offer you a refund because, you know, when you really need a reading, you'll not think of me. Isn't it? And I'm not and and like the readings that come only I don't take. So if there's a person sitting out of time pass I'm definitely not doing a reading for them. Then how do we help these fence sitters like you know people are thinking oh this is that with judgment you know for them first step is you know to try out of curiosity. So if that is also not supposed to be then they should try something else that that doesn't affect their curiosity is not going to get the result won't get affected because of their curiosity. Like tarot is directly connected to whether you believe you're receptive or not. It'll show in the cards. If you're if you're if you're skeptic, I can see it in the cards. I will I will call it out in the reading. Even even my team, my entire team, all the readers in my team, this is the one issue like when they bring it up, I'm just smiling. I'm like, what can I tell you? I I I I address that in the class as well. I teach tarot, right? So, I address that in the class as well that when you see a skeptic and you can't read the just blocked like nothing you can read. It's not you, it's them. So they are only closing the doors and you know saying come in come they're closing the the the bottle dan and they're saying now now put water how to put I'm I'm not a magician for sure and I don't claim to be one. So then I just then then you just got to respect that they are not open and you got to say you are convinced honestly truly see you also have to respect that not everyone believes and that's all right. It's okay for someone not to believe. And people will believe when they're ready. Yeah. And it's fine. And I'm not here to actually, you know, if someone is a fence sitter and doesn't believe. I'm not going to I'm not here to convince the skeptics. I'm not here to convert them. I'm only here if someone actually is receptive and they really want that. Like it's like a Imagine going to a doctor and say, "Oh, prove it to me that this medicine will work." So, Yeah, I mean it's ridiculous that a person will go to a doctor who they need help. They're going to go and prove it to me now. You're like Ram Ram, you know, thank you. I mean, in the earlier days, we would try to explain because you know lack of experience will make you like explain to the person so they don't have misconceptions. But I think people have enough of and see I I I don't blame when people are skeptic, right? I don't blame them because there are so many weekend tarot card readers now. Like people just read a book, people will do some weekend class, they become tarot card readers. So then what is the difference between that tarot card reader and me? What is the difference between a reader that I have trained who's gone through internships and gone through so many practice 100 readings for practice before you know becoming a proper reader who's going through where one person is mentoring a a person sitting standalone tarot reader who is the person who's going to vouch for them or say oh he's on the right track doing the right stuff what if you're misguiding people see with tarot know it's a little dangerous 1 and 1 plus 1 is not two 1+ 1 can be seven 1+ 1 can be 200 also So you can't dispute and tell a person that oh what you have read is wrong. You can't dispute that. But you'll know with the reading like if I'm an observer in the reading I'll know that this is not this is not like I as a teacher can know that no this was this was uh misread misinterpretation because the client sitting there doesn't know no like see with numerology if I'm if I'm telling you that you're a number four you're a number seven this is what it is and I'll do a name correction and this a lot of people don't know a lot of people know what system we use they don't they might not know some of our you know super secret certain com complex combinations in numerology but predominantly if you go back to go to another numerologist they will add and say 2 + 2 4 only 2 + 2 is not seven but in tarot there's no way to verify that so that gives any tarot reader the power to say anything about anyone and also finally badger the name of tarot yeah and and that's why tarot because people will say I got a reading but it didn't work for me I got this reading so who was your tarot reader What was going on in their life? Who did they train with? Who was monitoring them? What was going on in their life also? What sadena do they follow? Are they connected to the dark side? Do you even know that? There is a dark side. Yes, there is a dark side. The positive and the negative. Yeah, there is a dark side. Especially in tarot, people have to be very careful because tarot is a tool. If you don't have if you're not on this side, then you'll be susceptible to inviting lot of entities and spirits and then your readings will be phenomenal. But guess what? You're connected to not the good side. Dude, I'm like too blown away right now since we've opened that. Yeah, it's a can of worms tarot card reading. Like I just I I have never ever like maybe like someone whom I've really gone through like recommendation someone spoken like okay you know this person's really really good really then I will go and get a tarot card reading but other any I will not get a reading it's damn scary because let's say you go to a person who's not really connected to a powerful positive source let's say someone who does some good sadhana some Dvi sadhena hanuman sadena some sadena like any kind of meditation Angel meditation doesn't have to be even religious. It could be something just powerful. It could be like a person who's doing um you know let's say okay whatever some some some practice that's really really good. Okay maybe maybe they're just doing a lot of energy work and ascended masters and angels and whatever. Uh they are you're going to do a reading because you're going to do a reading with their guidance. You're basically bringing lot of information from another realm, a spiritual realm and you're giving it to this person. Like you we were talking earlier, you said I'm just a channel, right? You're just a medium. We are also just a medium. You're nothing else. Not like our super specialty. We are very this thing. No, we're just channeling this information from that realm. For let's say for example, someone doesn't have that connect, okay? Doesn't have that back, doesn't have that mountain behind them, doesn't have the protection of, you know, this powerful source. Okay? Okay. Like sometimes people just believe a lot in some saint like maybe Sai Baba, maybe Gurun Nanak, maybe you know Tirupati Balaji, maybe some deity or some angel, some saint, some spiritual force. They they may have dika, they may have some uh you know uh what is that? Some people get no they get some nam or some mantra or something guru mantra or something bja mantra something. So they lot of people have different different sadena. I'm saying you need a I'm not saying my sadena is the best. No, what I follow works for me, but what what you follow and what he follows and what he follows is up to him. It's what he they resonate with and it will be a little different frequency. It's like I may like Japanese food but you might not like Japanese. You might say I Japanese is a little too for my taste. I like Chinese or I like Vietnamese food. So it's like that's what works for you, right? That doesn't mean Japanese is more superior to maybe Korean food. Both are same. I mean both are what Korean is to you Japanese is to me it's food it's great but why is it that we feel that oh you have to follow only my method I'm saying the person needs to have a spiritual background and a spiritual foundation they need to have some sadena they follow you spoke about sadena could you please help us because uh as layman somebody wanting to trust the right tarot reader or right person what kind of sadena should I see like when you said hanuman sadhana or uh di sadhana what do you meant like what what did you mean um see because I'm not so much into um you know the the other thing like I mean we have a a temple of our own which is called temple of miracles so the sadena that I have or the protection or the foundation or the mountain behind me is our deity who is called allegua papaya allegua okay firstly the foundation is like how in this world there are crows of people we are all energies but we have a So in another realm they're all energies that we can't see. Are are the deities gods, ascended masters, ancestors. Ah so these are all the energies who don't who who doesn't have a body. These are all beings. They're not only human being but they are beings. Spiritual beings. Spiritual beings. They they don't they are ascended beings. They have finished all this and they have ascended. They're promoted. Ascended masters, angels, they're all at a different level. Well, they can't come back as a human again or it's no no they are they they are celebrity status boss you can't they they're not going to come they help us they will not come and walk amongst us I mean they they will help you they are here for mankind but they are not going to take no no that doesn't happen that that hierarchy is different so they have they have gone to the next level now so that is the fundamentals of understanding these gods and deities and other and honestly Rashmi I'm really like I'm saying it in very very simple terms there could be people who say this what she's saying is not not true but I'm trying to simplify this fun so that people understand it's when I'm saying that they are the VIPs there they are spiritual beings uh like an angel archangel Michael or an archangel Metatron is a spiritual being always remaining in the spiritual realm so like Buddha our Goautama Buddha uh does not does not does not uh belong to our dimension anymore he's not on planet earth his energies is not on planet earth that's why we don't worship him directly we just keep his idol his energy is not accessible to us only once a year his energy is accessible to us as in on Buddha purima take on buddhapurima for 3 minutes his energy is accessible to mankind at that time you should meditate those three minutes are that Buddhapurima there will be one particular like you know there are some spiritual schools we'll have one like how we have panchang no that one timing will be there So you know we get access to that and we make sure that we do a meditation session for everyone like a free meditation for everyone to do on that Buddhap madi. So when you do that what happens you get a like a downpour of spiritual energy like your yearly dose of spiritual energy. Wow. It's like like Diwali like energy Diwali bumper bumper jackpot and that energy you're channelizing no you're channelizing into your relationships you're channelizing it into your career. It's like money as a currency. Yeah, this is spiritual currency. Yeah, spiritual currency. There you go. Amazing. So, uh the name that you mentioned uh temple of miracle me uh the name sorry I didn't register. Papa Alua. So, the dity uh in our temple is called Papa Allegua. We in fact we recently uh inaugurated and consecrated our temple like they do the pranatishano for consecration of the idol. So we did the consecration ceremony in our new uh temple and um yeah it's it's it's it's so beautiful. It's been a dream come true and it's it's it's actually a place of miracles because you know that's something that I follow. I'm the priestess of the temple and uh so we do certain rituals. We basically honor our ancestors. So Papa Algo is basically the deity of the crossroads as in the confusions. No, no, that crossroads. No. Uh you can say that also but uh he's a dity of the crossroads. And I say that I mean uh he's the deity who stands between the spirit world and our world. So when when our uh loved ones pass away and they go into the spiritual spirit world, Papaua is at the crossroads. He's the deity of the crossroads. So even when our roads are blocked in life, even when our path is blocked, our work is blocked, you know, having a child is blocked, uh getting married is blocked, whatever block we have, career block, which be block, um basically he's the he's the dity of the crossroads. So we petition him and tell him please. So dity worship is a little different from just going to a regular temple as in uh could you help us understand because uh this is the land wherein we have worshiped Shiva, Ganesha, Vishnu, all the Vic gods and here down south you have um Koraja like the kas. Yes, daties. They exactly there you go. I don't even have to explain it. Babai was a dity just like that. So somebody who did exist on the earth who walked on earth just like Rama Krishna yes he walked on planet earth he is one of the seven orishas this is in the African tradition okay it's over 10,000 years old so older than all religions 10,000 years old yeah and uh the roots are in Africa so if you look at the daty's idol he's African but you know yeah we are all very racist so we look at a dark dat and say negative negative Our Lord Rama, Krishna, all of them also had dark skin. But we Indians couldn't make them dark skin in our Morty. So we made them blue. Oh yeah. Yeah. Krishna is dark skinish. But they made him blue. Krishna itself is dark blue. They made him blue. But he's not blue. He's dark skinned. He's a dark handsome man. But they made him blue because of uh yeah depiction is Yeah. Acceptance of the color dark. You know, it's like even if you look at the the prejudice of white and black, you know, magic, if you say white magic, black magic, black is just it's automatically made negative. Poor poor black as a color. I love black. I mean, papa, it's got like such a bad reputation. But yeah, it's it's it's not u just because he's a dark data. It's a depiction is is dark skinned. Got it. So uh this deity 10,000 year old how did you get connected to how did you get introduced to this energy just through like I met someone who knew someone there was a priest who was traveling and then I was like okay what is this and then I got introduced to it then I did some research uh this was I think in Delhi there was someone visiting and it's like what's you know I mean it was just very vague to me I did some research I was like I don't know uh then my husband and myself both did a lot of research I just said I don't know what I just have this it's it's a calling, you know. It's like I just feel this is it. I don't know why though, but I'm just feeling extremely called to doing this, you know, to becoming a priestess. And then he says, "Go for it." I mean, it's it's something positive. It's great. You're going to be a priestess. Are you sure you're ready to take up that thing? We discussed all of that. But there was no looking back. It was How many years ago was this? This was Oh my god. Now we are in 2025. maybe around 9 years ago. 8 years ago. Yeah. Eight or nine years ago. Amazing. So this is the energy which is uh behind you as a mountain. Yes. That's that's my my power and my protection I get from Alua. But that doesn't mean that everyone gets it from Allegua. People can get it from a from a dity or a guru or a being or a angel or a dity of their choice. So how do like how do I access my daty like out of curiosity like how does it function like is it a calling or is there some instance in life I think you just got to follow I think you just got to follow what feels light when you feel drawn to something first do your research check whether it's on the light side or the dark dark side and if it is something that's expansive and light just go for it if you don't like it you can always drop it I mean nowadays people are spiritual shoppers they go and like their guru shopping and spiritual shopping because they go from one modality to another or one teacher to another that's fine too. There's no there's no wrongness in that. But in that journey of spiritual shopping you got to be careful not to encounter people who are you know playing around with the dark side because honestly yeah people who are playing or who don't know who don't have a foundation they may have attracted some kind of a you know negative force and they may not even know it. How do I know is it light or dark? You'll feel it. You got to follow your gut feeling or ask someone you trust. Got it. Yeah. So with with this being your backing um you opened this because you were talking about tarot, right? Yes. So a person has to see whether their reader is you know um is is got some sadena where they're channeling from the right source. Who is your source basically? Yeah. That's the that's the better question to ask. Who is your source and what is your foundation? Like when you go to a doctor, you will see their credibility. You're not going to go to some university. They came correct something. You'll see you know you'll see that title over there. Similar for a just because this industry is not regulated. Um you know there's no way of knowing but at least it's fine to ask your reader how long they've been practicing or you know where they studied from or what is a sadena that you follow. At least what sadena they follow is very important because then you'll know the source of the information. The source is very important because information is not them. It's the t the cards or the whatever they are doing is only the tool. Whether it's cards, whether it is cowies, whether it is runes, whatever is your tool of divination. They are all you have to ask what is what is the source, right? This is just your your instrument. That is a language through which the universe is speaking. Yeah. Exactly. There you go. So you spoke about tarot, right? You also mentioned there are 78 cards in the deck. In yours it's 79. Why is it 79 in your case? Um the deck that I first was introduced to was the Zen deck and that's what I ended up mastering. And um I I did learn some part of you know tarot from different people but no one teaches fully. So I actually had to go through my own self-arning journey to become great at tarot. So I would meditate with each card. M so a lot of the insights that I have about each card are my own is something that I've channeled myself and some of it even my elder son when we when when he was learning from me he channeled a whole whole bunch himself my my my elder child. Yeah. My elder son. Wow. I repeat that because people find it a little tough to like your elder son. I like yeah. So he he he's brilliant at reading tarot. So yeah he he does he doesn't do the small readings. His readings are minimum 1 hour. He can't do anything less than an hour. He doesn't do time pass readings at all. He does more like you know life purpose readings and soulsearching while he he goes very very deep. Oh wow. Like I'll still answer questions. Okay. Career this that like mundane stuff. He he goes to a different dimension only. Sometimes you it it'll be you'll be like oh my god this is this is intense. You you'll have to write things down. He goes and he touches some part of I think the person's soul or something. Every time I've got a reading from him I wept like crazy. He goes and catches some part of you like deep within you know he's damn good at tarot. One question here. Yeah. How how is that the deities or the angels that you mentioned multiple categories there how is that they have access to our life how is that they can help uh us through our journey? How is that they know all of it? How do they know? As in like if I'm in crossroads, like if I'm confused about something, you're calling them. No, you're asking, you're praying, right? No, I'm saying how do they know? Like like for example, let me ask a question like should I go into this path A or B? Like if I ask the deity that you know through the cards, how will their choices help us make the right ones? Like do they know our complete life? Because they say we're all child of destiny. Our whole our life is programmed. See when you're when you're invoking a higher being for the answers, we are all a part of the super consciousness. This you know higher superconsciousness like it's like it's it's kind of like one sphere of it's like how we all are a part of this earth. We're all connected because we we are all connected to planet earth. So like that energetically also there's another realm. So there all knowledge, all wisdom, all energy is it's not something that needs to be channeled. It's like it's like some super computer that we are tapping into and we get access to this information. So the thing is I'm asking uh is it all pre-ordined like no in my life let's say if if I'm in crossroads like should I walk in A or B like I have that confusion I'm coming to you. So now whatever cards that I pick let's say will help. Nothing is carved in stone. Life is dynamic. Nothing is carved in stone. There are some some things astrologically that are there in your chart according to the planetary position. Some major events in life that are seen in your either in your accashic reading you know okay there's a move there's this life lesson or astrologically there's this relationship thing or there's that child related thing or that marriage related thing or moving abroad. There are these crucial turning points, these pivoting points in your life are depicted in your either in your accashic or in your um in your astrology. But a lot of life is is choices. And when you're on a spiritual path, you're in accelerated mode. You have jammed your foot on the accelerator and you're going z through all your life lessons. Amazing. That's why, you know, you feel like what the hell is happening? Yeah. Like life lesson. It's like you're jumping from one life lesson or one craziness thing to the other. Unlike what people think, people on a spiritual path or you know people doing energy work. Lot of normal people think that healing problem. We have accelerated level of issues because we are here to like we are on what what do you say not express what is boot camp. We are we are in a boot camp because we are working with energy everything is uh going on 2x speed or 10x speed and because you can handle it it's coming. No it won't come to you if you can't handle it. So as you keep raising your consciousness your awareness your sadena whatever you're doing in your in your life in your spiritual practice you'll keep getting you'll unlock a new level of um lessons. Then you'll crack this level and unlock. It's like a game. It's like a video game. Exactly like a video game. You're lifeless and no one is saved from it. No one no one gets culty from it. Uh because you're you the curriculum can change anytime. But in ICC they did that to us, right? Like suddenly we are we have to study 8th 9th and 10th portion. Suddenly at 9th grade they said curriculum changed textbook. That happens in real life also. You may have as a soul chosen to go through certain life lessons in this lifetime and then you're on a spiritual path. So you're like chal cho chal boot camp let's finish all our lessons then some new lessons will be sent then some more new lessons. So then you're you have jumped timelines you've jumped um it's like you're doing some you're doing one more curriculum. Crazy crazy right deep stuff all of this. Yeah. So now um I understood but it's deep at the same time it's very simple if if you look at it like a school curriculum it's it's actually very simple but the only issue is that after we choose our life lessons choose all of that when we incarnate we forget everything we've just forgotten everything becomes about soulsearching and searching and finding then it becomes about chasing your goal it becomes about chasing a mirage or an illusion which could be work money whatever and then again we do all of that we achieve that and after you achieve that goal you reach that that that point the summit and then you're thinking no but then you start soularching and that by then you're in you're going through midlife crisis or in your 40s or 50s and that's why everyone turns to spirituality one formula fits all everyone's everyone follows that that trajectory right if you see in the younger days like even if I look at my own parents like my mom was not as spiritual or you know soulsearching at her younger days. She was hustling. She was like a hardcore business woman and now she's like you know moved towards all of the different things. She's searching. She's going from this thing to that that to that. She's still searching because we're here for some reason. We're still searching because you're not feeling. It's not it's not fed your soul what it needed. You're like your soul knows. No, something's still missing. I have to find it before I before I you know go. So that's that's the spiritual search and people who have found it then they're like 2x more more unlock more more more and then bandi so nice now you did speak about akashik uh reading and records uh I mean I don't know what it means can you please help me understand so this is so beautiful actually akashik is very close to my heart uh I also I also know that it's it's so profound because it's made a lot of changes for me like I have seen personally a lot of changes with Akashik and I've observed people in my inner circle who have gone through an Akashic session seen them transform so basically there is every person every soul has a record like how you have your astrology um you know like yeah so like how you have your um you know astrology record your soul has one record. So all the jmmas, all the incarnations you have gone through, all the life lessons, all of it is connected to that record. All of it is in that record. That record is in the Akashic realm. What is akashic realm? It's a like you have to do some processes to access that realm. Okay. Let's let's say it's the,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, mala,,234th floor of some building, I will there's one library. I will be able to access the all these books in this library. So, everyone's book is lying in that library in that particular building. Every soul, every human's soul, soul's actually soul. Okay. So when I do certain sad meditation there's a process for me to access that library. So people are trained in that. So access that library pull out your book then I can read I can also delete some stuff which I which we don't need which are irrelevant now I can release it. There are some oats and vows which we don't need now you know oats and vows of celibacy oats and vows of uh not marrying of not having children because you may have lost some child in some previous lifetime or oats and vows of being like you know um being poor or struggling in poverty. So whatever oath I would have taken in my previous birth is still there in that record. So till that time I go and work on that. No till you don't release it. Somehow sometimes it's not relevant anymore. You've taken an oath. Who asked you to take an oath? Is it right or is it wrong? There's nothing. But Chuma, you took it just like that. Any flow like let's say in this in this lifetime, let's say you got went through some betrayal from someone or you know somebody let's say who lost a child. Okay. After they lost a child, they're like I do not want to have children ever again. In whichever janma I I I whichever janam I'm born, I want to have this child only as my child. Now that that soul may have been done with you. No, they must have said okay my karma with this person is over. I was supposed to be with you for x amount of time or learn this lesson or whatever. They may not they may have incarnated separately somewhere else some other choice. How can you create an oath and bow saying I only want you as my child or I only want you as my husband. I want you only. So all these promises that you make in the in the air is getting recorded somewhere that as in very deeply if you feel and then say okay an oath vow a promise all of these there are different um there are different kinds of promises right there are there are blood oaths yeah there are blood oats people take blood pack and all that in the earlier in the olden days they used to have blood oaths blood packs and you know all those things blood bonds so letters. Yeah. So many things like contract, soul contracts, you know. So a lot of and even with spiritual organizations like a guru or you know some kind of u thing the people have soul contracts with either organizations or people. I know that this existed a lot earlier. I mean when we do akashic reading we can we see that that the soul contract is there and after that that is released suddenly the person is you know married or having a child like this. This marriage and children one is crazy. like a person who's uh you know not able to have children got an akashic healing done and suddenly they conceived naturally even though they had like some issues. Crazy. Yeah. Yeah. So an akashic healing is just a reading will there's a difference between the reading and the healing. Uh an accashic reader will read your accashic record. Okay. Basically going to tell you what's what where stuff that you want to know whatever is about your soul. Whatever is blocking you, whatever is holding you back and all of that, you read. Yeah. And and uh typically like about 45 minutes is the max amount of time that you do in a reading. So what do you do? For example, I come to you now. Now what do I need to bring? Nothing. Nothing. Just yourself. As in my date of birth, nothing. Nothing. I just have to come and sit. Yeah. I need your for akashic healing and reading. Yeah. We take your date of birth. We don't take time and all that. We take your date of birth. We take your name. We need your name. And sometimes people have multiple names. So we need all of the different versions of their name. And you guys then we go into a then we go into that one particular meditation kind of a zone. So you meditate. I will have to meditate. I have to access the record. Right. So I'm sitting in front of you. You're sitting in front of me and then I'm just doing the reading for you. I might have my eyes closed. Most times I have my eyes closed. Then I'm doing the reading. If my practitioner is doing the reading, I I don't know how they do it. But yeah, they follow the the system. Some some people will just keep talking and most times they won't remember what they're saying. Like I won't remember later what I'm saying. Like you're a mouthpiece. Mouthpiece. That's it. Yeah. Exactly. Even even when I'm channeling Papa Alua's messages, I'm just a mouthpiece. I channel a lot of his messages. In fact, we're putting a book together. Uh it's in the editing stage. But um yeah, there's a book with all his channelings very deep and a lot of it is poetry. A lot of it is in very su Hindi which even I don't understand. um some most of it is in English and uh in between he'll one or two Canada words will come out sometimes he will say some Canada word in between uh so when I when we do rituals right when I'm doing a ritual that time I can channel the dity like how in in the south you said right all of the das kas kas and all that the the dity takes possession of a priest of one of the people there the main people right so here it's not a possession per se but I can channel his messages yeah So the approach is different how you access the dity. Yeah. Through meditation is in this case. But in that case it's like I'm able to channel the dity but I can't control what he's saying. Like I cannot not say what he's saying. Just so even if even if he's saying something if he's scolding me I will still end up saying it from my mouth. Like if he's angry with me for something I forgot or didn't do. So I am only Gali marifying me only session. No no no daties messages are not we are not allowed to record. There are people who are trustees of the temple or volunteers whoever whoever is attending the ritual. Um they when we channel sometimes a voice uh note can be recorded most times they have to write they're not allowed to take a video. Akashik uh reading and Akashik reading is I'll be just channeling or saying the whole reading you can but we prefer not to you know this people have just yeah we prefer not to because you know at that point of time you're really recording some there's a lot of divine intervention you don't want to also offend like a divine being because I don't know who you're going to play it in front of it's a very sacred moment thing so yeah if a person wants to just keep it for themselves I think it should it should be fine But a lot of times people don't keep that. So I would I I usually discourage any kind of recording. Got it. So in this akashic uh healing 45 minutes averaging session and you start uh once you channel into the the the the the realm you access the record and what kind of questions do people ask and when when you say healing how different is questioning and healing? So in Akashic reading basically a person is asking about their soul, their life lessons. I'm not getting married or I'm stuck in this um purpose of life. Purpose of life. It could be anything that they're going through. Any like just how you would ask in a tarot card reading, but the person is just accessing a different type of it's a different type of reading. It's not going to be how like a tarot card reading. It's very deep. It goes into maybe a previous lifetime. there was this that happened you know this is this happened this was your life lesson you're carrying this with you or you know this could be there then you'll you'll be able to oh my god yeah yeah I do have this issue I do have a back pain yeah maybe I was like that or you know there was something connected to your blood and this is so might have some blood related issue oh my god yeah I do have a blood related issue you will be able to connect the dots even though some things you may not have told your reader the accashic reader will confirm and say you have this this this and this could be connected with this karma or that or this oath and wow and that's why this is stuck and you'll be like yeah I do feel strongly negatively about this you'll be able to relate to a lot of things so like my akashic healing was a life-changing experience for me like I physically felt like sensations in my body when the clearings were happening like actually felt like something pulling something out of my heart and my chest like mostly I felt it here and and one particular clearing I remember I felt it all over my body like twitches all over my body just for 5 seconds and then it was gone. And a lot of things happened after that like so many changes happened in my businesses. Uh new things started you know a real estate business we got into like properly. We we were doing it for 5 years when we really started getting into it and doing really well. So suddenly it felt like something you know shifted something got released. So who should get the get this akashic uh anyone who anyone who feels drawn to it rashmi honestly like honestly if you if you ask me I would say everyone should because everyone should go to the gym everyone should eat healthy food you know uh everyone should spiritual journey yeah I mean if you're spiritually inclined and you are searching for something or you want answers that are beyond um just some chiller things like you you want to go really deep and understand something about your life lessons or you want more awareness about your soul or you know your karma then you should then akashic reading is good. Uh usually how expensive is are these readings? Uh actually depends on the practitioner and their experience. So anywhere from um $300 to $500 anywhere from there like I have practitioners all over the world like I have hypnotherapists on my platform you know somebody sitting in Russia someone sitting somewhere else in Canada. Oh, so I have like practitioners on my team who are trained with me and other people like they've also done their own training in other places, advanced training and um you know I have all all kinds like so it really depends on the the level of the person like you could get a you could get a Akashik reading even for like you know 12 15,000 you could also get it for like I think there are readers who also charge like 56,000 and then there are readers who will charge like $500. So it just depends on on your reader on their the amount of also energy they put in. Yeah. So how different is this from past life regression and hypnotherapy? There you are doing it. You are accessing your own past. So in uh in akashik you are going to a spiritual realm and you're working on the soul level of a person. In hypnotherapy you're working on the mind of a person. It is not esoteric at all. It is not metaphysical at all. Metaphysical is all of this which is like not some which is not seen. Yeah, it's it that's why it's called like metaphysical. It's not actually physical. So, but um your hypnotherapy and all of that is more on the therapy more on the um you know um more on the mainstream side of things. So I studied hypn like hypnosis is different from hypnotherapy. Hypnosis is just hypnotizing a person. Okay. And even in hypnosis there are different types of hypnosis. There's hypnosis for entertainment. Yeah. There is what you see on Instagram and all is all something a person's fainting and all that. That's all entertainment. Oh, I forgot my name and all that. Like that's all entertainment purpose. So there's hypnosis for entertainment purposes or whatever. And then there's hypnotherapy where you use hypnosis as a tool to change the person's brain waves. Okay? They are more suggestible when their brain waves are changed. Okay? When you basically go into hypnosis, your brain waves are shifting. Okay? And in that state, we are doing we are making suggestions. We are repairing things that rewiring. Yeah. We're rewiring everything. So in the system that I follow, I studied from Marissa Pier who's you know worldrenowned like she's you know killing it right now. She's uh she she's basically come up with hypnotherapy in a in a format. I mean I've studied other hypnotherapy and I've also studied hers. Uh she teaches something called RTT rapid transformational therapy. So that is you know hypnotherapy. So you basically induct someone into hypnosis. There are 12 mainstream therapy modalities or techniques that are used in a state of hypnosis. So like when you go to a therapist for example uh in fact after your um the podcast that I did with you in Canada I had a lot of people who came for hypnotherapy. One of the people who came actually um I did some the like hypnosis hypnotherapy for her for she was having trouble communicating being open. and she was like super introvert having trouble at work because she doesn't speak up and she actually ended up and it actually came from some childhood trauma. It came from an incident that happened. She wet her pants in uh in school or in the bus or something and she ended up telling me in the end of the session, you know, that that session is so close to my heart. She told me what two years of therapy couldn't do you did for me in one session. Wow. Imagine I saw her smiling. And I was like man this this girl has teeth also you know kant I actually told her I was like I didn't know you had teeth because I did not see like I she was smiling not just with her smile but with her eyes and that's something you know I mean seriously I think I should just take like the people who come through your podcast I mean who've seen it and come I should take like a screenshot of it and send it to you like that's the rippling effect that you create. My god. Like when she said that to me, I was like just feeling so blessed and so grateful and so honored and humbled, you know, that that was possible in one session in the same day. See, a lot of healing things, right? Like it's it's a process. You took years to get here. So it's going to take time to for it to go. So we and you know when when when things work a lot of times no news is good news. You know when people need you when they need a doctor how often do you go back to a doctor and say you know you gave me that medicine for my throat I've come back to tell you I'm fine today will you go back to a doctor take an appointment go and tell them no so that's that's the kind of work we have so when people when this this instant change when I'm able to see that's so satisfying and so gratifying because a lot of times clients will come back after months or after years and they'll say you know I had come to you you had done my numerology Y you know I got a promotion then I went off abroad and basically indirectly I forgot about you but now again something's happened and I'm so we know now that no news is good news and there's always when they come back we know that there was a success story there. Yeah very nice to see but hypnotherapy is instant. Why? Because it's rewiring of your brain that moment your subconscious mind is so powerful for example like let's say when you're driving. Did you drive? Yep. Yeah. When you're driving, sometimes you're talking on the phone, you're on your headphones or whatever or you're, you know, listening to music or you're talking to someone sitting next to you and you're just unconsciously changing gears or, you know, going left, right, either indicator. So many things you're doing. Auto mode. Yeah. Auto mode, right? That's your subconscious mind. And so imagine if we could, you know, train our subconscious mind to eat healthier, to exercise, to lose weight, to kick an addiction. And it's worked. It's worked. Like I did I did hypnotherapy for my younger one when he got bullied in school and he was able to face his bully after that. I did uh the only person it didn't work for was my elder son. I think because um what if he went to a you know a traumatic event in his past and he was worried about will this hurt mama you know like like will it get make her more worried you know so he was not able to only get into get inducted into hypnosis. So I actually put him on to one of my friends in hypno and he got a session and he was like mama this was amazing. So it's it's brilliant like I did it for my mom did it for my husband and it's so transformational. So and sometimes you don't need to specifically have a problem like it could just be something as simple as procrastination. It could be as simple as people pleasing. It could be overdoing it in friendships. You know all of these traits can push you. There is a root cause. There is an event, a traumatic event where that first was sewn into your subconscious mind like for me because I did my program I had to go through multiple sessions and like swaps with people whom you're doing your course with right so I went through multiple sessions during my training phase and uh you know like by fluke like I I mean I think it is by fluke but actually the technique works like one of my study buddies got rid of her eczema like I was not able to believe every time I kept checking on her and she's like, "It's gone. It's gone." And I've had it since birth. Okay. So, things like that. Uh I got hypnotherapy for social anxiety. Um I mean, I don't like going to weddings and birthdays and events and you know this something in a personal setting that I'm uncomfortable with and I always thought it's because of my work or something, but actually the root cause was something from my from my you know some trauma that I went through in my past marriage. So it's like you think you know why you have this issue and you know you have it. You know it makes no sense but you still have it. Hypnotherapies for issues like that. Yeah. Again how much time does it take? Oh my god. I think 3 4 hours. Huh? Yeah it's a long session. Like I my like I I it should ideally be a one and a half hour session but um like also taking the history of a person going through like really no Then a nuspa like to really get to the root of what is it what is that what is the problem the presenting problem that I want to deal with that's that nuspakna is very important the people come and is there a room you have to lie down yeah it's like a reclined thing setting where you know you're not we don't let you go to sleep so it's not like a two comfortable space but yeah um it has it's I'm sitting right there I'm talking with you through the session holding your hand sometimes holding your head, sometimes doing like whole bunch of things. Like as a therapist, you have to be very like handson and like aware because you're going to be you're taking your client through memories that they don't consciously remember. They're going back to their childhood. They're going back to, you know, an event that happened in third standard that happened when they were 2 years old, 5 years old. Oh, I'm 9 years old. This happened, someone hit me. Someone did this to me. M I mean it could be even something like you know sexual abuse that a person has gone through. Why is that you know that as a question here why is that we only remember a few things because it's a protective mechanism of our brain. Our brain thinks that if we access this information we'll become powder we will perish. That's why it blocks off traumatic memories. So we're not reliving that memory because the subconscious mind thinks that you'll just collapse. So it just blocks it out. So, and then there's this protective barrier that's called the critical factor between the conscious and subconscious mind. So, if I believe that I'm not good enough and someone tells me, "Oh my god, Sheila, what you did was so amazing." I'll be like, "Ah, it's okay." Like, "Leave it. Leave it." Yeah. Oh, you know, Sheila, you're looking so great. Okay. Okay. Because I innately I believe I'm I'm no good. So, when someone tells me you you you should have done like this, this is not it was not good. then that feels more like home because that is actually my subconscious belief about myself. Also, uh they say human minds are I mean programmed in a way that we it is easier to believe anything which is negative than somebody saying yeah because of your childhood and because of trauma that you faced in the past. Everything that's coded in the subconscious mind now is all negative negative negative or most things might be negative for some people who have gone through a lot. So that that what what you're hearing negative is matching that it feels like home. That's also one of the reasons why people get into bad toxic relationships. Why they get why they don't see the red flags only familiar because that drama and that toxicity is is so familiar right it's so it feels like home that that calm peaceful marriage or peaceful relationship is boring. It's like curry this is very boring because you know someone who's just nurturing you it just doesn't resonate because and the back program it's there's I'm no good I'm not good enough so how can I deserve something that's so amazing so when this switch happens it's unbelievable the level to which a person can actually receive I'm going to give you a personal story so I went through all these sessions okay before my written exam and this and that and um I went through sessions for weight loss Okay. Um, it helped me get into a rhythm of walking and exercising and I mean I already did that but none of it showed. I was only doing strength training and none of it showed. Uh, but after I I I did it for losing weight, I did it for um insomnia, did it for um so many different things. Okay, this social anxiety what and one of the ones that I did it for was like okay I'm a number four and number fours have this trait of people pleasing of overdoing it in friendships. So people pleasing I couldn't relate to but overdoing in friendships I could relate to. So I was like yeah and it it sounds quite about right that I overdo it with lot of different friendships. Why do I overdo it? So I wanted a hypnotherapy session and uh then I don't know it went went back back back and then the session became about prioritizing myself. So that was the thing that I got out of that whole session. Basically people pleasers or people who overdo it in friendships subconsciously what's driving them to overdo or people please is basically if they don't overdo it people will leave. You'll lose people. So there there could be something which is subconscious as a memory or as a trauma in the past where you lost someone. So you feel I have to keep doing and serving them. I have to keep doing sava. Sometimes it's sava, sometimes it's something else. I have to keep doing something for this person for them not to leave. So as a child you may have lost someone or something and after that you built this thing that I have to keep overdoing it otherwise I'll lose people in my life. And you know you're overdoing it, right? So for me I got I the whole thing from one thing to another came to prioritizing myself and from the time I started prioritizing myself it has like I feel it's just been a whole new level of it's I feel like I feel like it's unlocked a whole new level of health joy you know um something there's some amount of peace there's something that's amazing that shifted for me because of that because of prioritizing myself and it's so much so that earlier here when I used to let's say I've done a shoot I've come back and then I'll be like okay I need to do this also I have to record this also now I'm able to say I did my I did my part for the day I'm not going to do it anymore like now I I just want to chill like I don't want to do I don't want to go to that that X level that that level that level like I don't want to push myself you know to do that and be unkind to myself when I know that I'm actually done for the day so that prioritizing myself was one of I think for me even though there are other great breakthroughs I've had like now I become an social butterfly go to every event every Gavves everything because I don't have social anxiety anymore um but prioritizing myself and my health has been the biggest breakthrough for me personally wow yeah thanks for giving a personal life story about hypnotherapy akashik records akashic healing and through these lenses understand and and and and also Rashmi one of the things that occurred in akashic healing sometimes It's, you know, it's it's like a some when something releases, right? Um, and when there's this crazy energy like it's it's almost like one whole um like a tsunami effect of like a wash out, okay? Like a deep cleaning. Suddenly a lot of things will start surfacing. So it's not always going to be pleasant initially like for me I started identifying there were people in our office who were not being ethical. We caught them. We found out so many things that were happening which were not you know fine. It's like you'll start seeing loopholes. People will start showing who they are. People are not really in their purest of intent. They will show up. People are mutabi some crazy. It's like people's truth and honestly we were in we were also in a number eight year last year and that was a year of Shani. So anyway everything surfaces in the year of Shani. So it was a combination of Akashik and you know this the energy of Shani which also made everything accelerated and surface. Um I would say for me personally work-wise, relationship wise, friends wise in all aspects of life I feel you know it it it it's as if it's given like one whole faceelift to my life with all of the kachra going out. That happens a lot. Nice. Yeah. Now few thoughts on anybody uh who thinks of affirmations as placebo. What's your answer to them? How should one understand affirmations? Whether it's placebo or whether it's real, do it. If it's working for you, good. Do it. If it if you feel that it's you're not really feeling it, you're not it's not fun, you're not really liking it, then obviously it's not going to work for you. So I tell people follow the lightness. Follow what you feel you resonate with. There is a literally a buffet out there of all kinds of modalities from switchwords to you know candle magic to crystals to you know to saint rituals to uh manifestation techniques to angel cards and you know healings all kinds of healings. H choose whatever you resonate with. It doesn't there's there is no right or wrong as long as you're on the path path of light. Uh it doesn't matter what you choose. You do raiki you don't you don't you find it too boring. Take care do something else. You know it's only what you did is only going to take you even if you don't use the modality or the practice it's taken you from this level to this level. Even if you didn't like it then you tried one more thing. It took you from this level to this level. How is anything a waste? It's all added. It's all contributed to you as a as a person. How have you handled these uh fence sitters asking for scientific validation to these things? I don't I don't. You're like doesn't matter. Yeah. Like like some like I I in earlier days I've had people come you know pay the consultation fee sit in my office and say prove it to me. And I would say I'm not going to prove it to you. I'm sorry. like I I can give you a refund, but I can't prove it to you. I won't do that because I'm I I'm not I I don't want to do that. I want to honor that person for what they believe in. They have uh they are having a quest. They are having some curiosity which is why they are sitting on that chair after paying some money. It's fine. When they're good and ready, they will find the right person. Either that could be me, that could be someone else. But when they're ready, they'll find it. this is just one little drama that they do in their own journey. Um, and sometimes it's just about like an ego thing. Sometimes people just want to prove that none of this exists. You know, a lot of people have this agenda to just prove that this doesn't exist. And they are right because they don't believe it. It does not exist in their universe. It's only for seekers and believers that you see. Yeah. It's like it's like if you if you have a dhakan on your head, if you have a muta on your head, a duck, a cap, then you're not going to get this into you. How can you let the thing you can't? So then when they say that it doesn't work and this doesn't exist, they are right. No, because it doesn't exist in their universe. Ha. If you don't allow yourself to receive it only and you don't have the antenna, the radar, nothing. You're not willing to you're you're skeptic. So you've already somewhere decided it's this is all rubbish because you can't see it, you can't feel it, you can't touch it. It's not tangible. Meta physics. Yeah. So you can't those people I mean if I just honor their their belief and I tell them if I mean it is what it is. It's it's what you believe and what works for you is is and and sometimes they'll say no all this is rubbish. Only my hard work, smart work and my effort counts. And I said that you're right. You are 100% right because your hard work, smart work, your effort matters. Your mindset matters, it matters. So if if you and if you believe that no energy is going to do anything for me, that is also true for you. What you believe is true for you. What you don't believe is is is you don't believe. It's it's not going to work for you. So what you feel is your truth. Yes. What you believe is your truth. Is if you believe that you're unlucky, that is your truth. that is going to like the universe is like you said right there's there's one being sitting up there saying tatastu for everything so if you believe that I'm unlucky I'm unlucky I'm this I'm this I'm this and this there's one one being saying so be it so be it and it will be your satyaan it will be your reality like what you sow is what you reap same thing the universe with impeccable accuracy will create what you have with what you think feel believe you will So with impeccable accuracy be that positive or be negative but it has to be true conviction that you have you can't have double conviction. You can't say I desire money and then say oh look at that fellow he charges so much so commercially he is fraud is the moment you think that just because he's charging he's a fraud that day you've already made a judgment on money and prosperity saying that money is bad because money can make that person fraud because he's charging money he's fraud suddenly you've you've turned that beautiful Lakshmi and kuber that you worship into something negative then how I end subconsciously when we're not wired to to um manifesting anything negative in our life subconsciously. So how will you manifest money? So the first thing is if you're not if your manifestation of money is not coming true, you first have to see what is the subconscious belief of money you have. And first all that has to be tweaked and changed. Only after that can you actually manifest. How different is astrology and uology? A lot of the kids born after the year 2000 if you look at them know they're little bit like chilled out. So I always advise people do an astrology and a numerology both because then you get the holistic picture number. So that's why in the name change they add alphabets. Exactly. Not they don't change the names because you can't change your name every two years right. They have they know what they want to do. They know what they want, why they want, how much they want. This episode was powered by Polar Bear, the ice cream Sunday zone. All you Mango fans, now that the Mango Mania seasonal special is on, wondering which outlet to go? They have 160 outlets to choose from. Turn the maps on and search for your nearest polar bear outlet.